i hate you all
i hate you all
i hate you all
and somehow am still not convinced
the tears carve gorges into my cheeks
you know how to do it
all you need is the motivation
do it and screw the world

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she had torn apart my writing for the last time
vindictive self, that evil monster craned her ugly head
"let me out." she purred in my ear.
i bought into her conviction
loosed her onto my friend

why am i carrying this around?
why do i own her head on a stick?

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little pawn
rollercoaster
move aside they scream at you
two steps forward
don't get knocked over
from one side of the board
you move one step at a time

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